Forgot to Keep eating
I had a doctors appointment today and after I got there and was in the room. I started feeling really hot, I mean really hot, I needed so much fresh air but couldn’t get it. So Juan started fanning me, I started taking off almost all my clothes and layed down on the table and then soon enough I started passing out.
At first I couldn’t figure out why this was happening. But then I remembered I didn’t have much to eat during the day and lately have been forgetting to eat more than normal. I started going back to my old eating habits as I did before I got pregnant. Its so hard to eat alot especially when you are not used to it. So now I need to remember to keep eating alot. I hate when i pass out too. I am one of those that passes out alot and for some reason every time I’m up high on a bed or couch or where ever I am, I always want to lay on the floor, I don’t know why, I feel like it makes me feel better.
I used to want to have like 3 or 4 kids, but I dont know anymore. I don’t know how some women can have more than one. There’s alot you have to go through and its hard to do. Its hard for me to eat alot because I get so tired of eating, I just cant do it all the time. But I need to remember to eat meals, and not just snacks. I have only two more months so it shouldn’t be too much more difficult. But having to pig out for 9 months is alot of work. I get really tired of eating the same thing and if I try something different then I eventually get tired of that. I know most moms love to pig out and eat whatever but I am not a big eater so this is a difficult task for me.
