39 weeks pregnant Today
OK so I am 39 weeks pregnant today and the baby is still not ready. I have my bags packed with no where to go. I am dreading nexts weeks Dr. appointment because I know shes going to check my dilation again and I have to go alone because My man has to work so there is no one to hold my hand while I pretty much die lol. I don’t know why but this last time after she checked my cervix I almost felt like passing out. It was not good.
So today I did the laundry and vacumed and I still feel fine. Yesterday walked around a bit a Target and a few other stores and still nothing is changing. I am really excited to meet my baby but now am also getting nervous of the pain to come. I am really wondering when he will decide its time to come on out.
38 weeks pregnant
I went to my appointment this week to see the doctor. She checked my cervix to see if I was dilated at all and she said I was 3 centimeters. I hate when they check because it hurts alot. I’m not sure if I believe her though because I saw a man doctor about a month or so ago and he checked me and said I was 0 when I was checked before at the hospital and they said I was 1 centimeter. So its hard to say. I kinda liked the guy doctor because he was like the head doctor of everyone and has been a doctor for a long time and seemed to know more than all the women doctors. But all I can do is wait and see what happens. The baby has been moving alot too and poking his feel out on my sides, you can see it and it looks really weird. I’m also having trouble sleeping and breathing while I sleep. Hope everything will turn out ok. After the doctor checked me, I had some bleeding and still do a bit so I’m kinda scared to really go anywhere. I am just going to stay in bed for now until I am ready to take a walk.
9 Months
I’m getting very close to having my baby. It has been a long journey. My stomach is pretty big now. My bellybutton is practically all the way out now. Its so weird. It looks funny. I know I haven’t actually experienced having the baby and the pain of that but from what I have been through so far, I would say that I wouldn’t mind doing it again.
I’m at the point now where I am so anxious to see my baby, I just want him to come out soon, I really cant wait. I just hope I don’t go over the due date and they make me wait the extra two weeks, if that happens I will ask if I can be induced.
The pain you feel in your body when you walk is indescribable, it hurts in a weird way, almost like you just want to collapse because your back is so bend out of shape. Some days I don’t feel anything and I feel normal to do whatever. But then some days it starts to hurt when I stand or walk to much.
Almost Due but still havin fun
This Saturday I went to the orange county fair with my boyfriend and his two nephews. It was really fun. We rented a wheelchair for me. It was kinda strange and embarrassing at first since I have never been in a wheel chair in public before. I could have walked but I decided it would have been way too much walking for me plus I walk really slow and didn’t want to slow everyone else down. It was actually a nice experience. I noticed most people who stare at you are little kids who 
are at your eye level. And one thing I kind of liked was people who try to pass out flyer’s to you or sell you something totally ignore you because you are not at their eye level. That part was great because I hate sales people. Overall though it was actually really nice to be able to relax and have someone push you around, but after a while you butt starts to hurt alot. So you have to decide between your butt hurting or your feet hurting from walking. I think I would have rather had my feet hurt because I wasn’t used to the chair situation hurting my booty and my back.
