Still Pregnant

Yes I’m still pregnant, How sad is that. I feel like I have been waiting years to see this baby. why doesn’t he want to come out now but at 25 weeks he wanted to come out. Well if anything its good to know the longest Id be waiting is only two more weeks. Not allowed to go past 42 weeks.

I went to my Dr. appointment today. I am still 3 centimeters dilated and that’s about it. I’m glad I had the guy doctor today too because it doesn’t hurt when he checks my dilation. I don’t know whats wrong with women doctors but they just seem to kill my stomach every time they check for dilation. But anyways I’m just tired alot and have heartburn all the time. Its not fun right now. This Friday I will be 40 weeks pregnant exactly so I am hoping he will be here by then. If not then I guess its another week or two.

38 weeks pregnant

I went to my appointment this week to see the doctor. She checked my cervix to see if I was dilated at all and she said I was 3 centimeters. I hate when they check because it hurts alot. I’m not sure if I believe her though because I saw a man doctor about a month or so ago and he checked me and said I was 0 when I was checked before at the hospital and they said I was 1 centimeter. So its hard to say. I kinda liked the guy doctor because he was like the head doctor of everyone and has been a doctor for a long time and seemed to know more than all the women doctors. But all I can do is wait and see what happens. The baby has been moving alot too and poking his feel out on my sides, you can see it and it looks really weird. I’m also  having trouble sleeping and breathing while I sleep. Hope everything will turn out ok. After the doctor checked me, I had some bleeding and still do a bit so I’m kinda scared to really go anywhere. I am just going to stay in bed for now until I am ready to take a walk.

Week 37 Dr. visit

So yesterday I had my doctor visit. It was pretty much a bunch of nothing. haha. Just go and get measured, weighed and listen to the baby’s heartbeat. The doctor asked if I know when to go to the hospital, I don’t know why they ask that, I mean I’m not stupid lol. If it starts hurting alot or water breaks or anything crazy shows up then of course I will be running to the hospital. Its crazy though how at around 25 weeks the baby almost wanted to come out and I had small contractions and now he is just wanting to stay in there. The other thing I didn’t really get is that the doctor said the baby is small just by feeling my belly. But he weighed 4 pound when I was about 30 weeks so Id assume hes about 6 pounds but she thinks hes only 5. So we will see about that. Next appointment is next Tuesday morning. She said to start walking alot to help the baby come out. SO maybe next week I will start doing that. Ive been walking though and cleaning and nothing has happened yet so Hope he doesn’t stay in there past his due date.

9 Months

I’m getting very close to having my baby. It has been a long journey. My stomach is pretty big now. My bellybutton is practically all the way out now. Its so weird. It looks funny. I know I haven’t actually experienced having the baby and the pain of that but from what I have been through so far, I would say that I wouldn’t mind doing it again.

I’m at the point now where I am so anxious to see my baby, I just want him to come out soon, I really cant wait. I just hope I don’t go over the due date and they make me wait the extra two weeks, if that happens I will ask if I can be induced.

The pain you feel in your body when you walk is indescribable, it hurts in a weird way, almost like you just want to collapse because your back is so bend out of shape. Some days I don’t feel anything and I feel normal to do whatever. But then some days it starts to hurt when I stand or walk to much.